Stress

January 5, 2012 at 8:07 PM · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: life, rant, stress, sucks

Currently listening to: —

Feeling: 

IURGIUIUNWIRNIG I HATE IT WHEN TIMETABLES ARE SCREWED OVER AND YOU CAN’T DO A STUPID BIOLOGY MINOR ANYMORE BECAUSE THERE’S TOO MUCH OVERLAP AND YOU SHOULD HAVE LOOKED OVER THE REQUIREMENTS CAREFULLY BUT YOU DIDN’T BECAUSE YOU ASSUMED EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALRIGHT AND GAH AND POO AND THIS IS UNNEEDED STRESS AND I’M IN PAIN AND ITCHING EVERYWHERE AND I CAN’T EVEN ENJOY A NICE SHOWER WITHOUT MY STUPID WOUNDS OPENING BACK UP AND I’M TRYING SO HARD TO HANG IN THERE AND BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING WILL  WORK OUT BUT IT’S NOT WORKING OUT AND IT SUCKS WHEN YOU’RE TRYING SO HARD BUT NOT SEEING RESULTS AND YOU’RE SO SICK AND TIRED OF COMPLAINING BECAUSE IT’S PATHETIC TO COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR OWN PROBLEMS THAT AREN’T EVEN LIFE THREATENING AND THEN YOU FEEL EVEN MORE STUPID BECAUSE YOU’RE SO WEAK AND YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD MANAGE BUT YOU CAN’T AND IT’S A STUPID ENDLESS POSITIVE FEEDBACK LOOP OF SELF-PITY AND CRYING AND PRAYING THAT THIS WILL ALL END BUT IT WON’T BECAUSE DOCTORS CAN’T DO POO TO HELP YOU AND I HATE THIS HOUSE THAT I’M LIVING IN BECAUSE MY HOUESMATES ARE IDIOTS AND DISRESPECTFUL AND I CAN’T EVEN GET A DECENT 6 HOURS OF SLEEP WHEN THEY’RE BEING LOUD AND WHY ARE PROBLEMS POPPING UP ONE AFTER THE OTHER HOW MUCH LONGER DO I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS POO AND I WANNA JUMP OFF A CLIFF BECAUSE THAT’S THE ONLY GUARANTEED WAY TO END MY MISERY.

That is all.

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